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7.22.2010

I'm Back...I think...

So it's been a while. Ok, almost a month. That my friends is not responsible blogging. I have had some people say "Hey I've been checking the blog but nothing." Yeah, yeah, yeah, I get it. But as you can see these people have yet to really become "followers" of the blog so you will just have to take my word for it. They really ask me about it, alright! I wouldn't lie to you. It's not my style. I will tell you what I have told all of them. Why am I slacking on the blogging? Here's a phrase for ya: "Lack of inspiration." I suppose you could add to that "motivation" I have 3 temp jobs and a babysitting gig that I wouldn't give up for the world. And for some reason when I get done with these jobs for the day and I get necessary homework done the very last thing I wanna do is sit in front of my computer and type- a activity I previously enjoyed.

With this lack of inspiration comes frustration. That's the thing about having a creative spirit, you never really know when you are going to become almost, stale. Sometimes its just oozing out of you, like an itch you can't scratch and then other times-nothing-nada-zilch. Today I just felt awful about the lack of posts in the last few weeks and so here I am at one of my jobs-library fill in chick- and I'm sitting in the office talking myself through this. Literally, I am saying every word that I am typing. I find this helps get the juices flowing. I use this little trick when writing college papers that I am struggling with.

I have been looking for inspiration. I am trying to help myself! My garden-its beautiful it does a pretty good job. The sunsets- amazing they make feel inspired for a bit. I'm thinking a change of season will help. I always have the romantic idea that change of seasons brings out new possibilities and that my friends, really gets the creative juices flowing.

Blessings!

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